Friday, January 31, 2014

What if.....

My dog is really a cat in disguise

I was really adopted and my parents never told me

I had powers and went my whole life not knowing them

I was rich, and could afford anything this world has to offer

I was a famous singer

I had never thought about what ifs

I was negative all the time intead of being optimistic and happy

I never met any of my friends that i have

I never ended up going to prom

I was killed at an earlier age? How would it affect my parents

I was so strong that i could pick up cars and throw them like a baseball

I was a girl

I would have never played any sports

I Would never have met God


If i was a girl, I feel like i would be a really pretty woman. I wouldnt be the type of girl that would want to flirt with guys or [plays with barbie dolls. I would be a girl who likes being dangerous and loves to be involved in physical activity like sports. Mainly softball and basketball. I would have tons more friends i feel like and i would be affended if any boy was ever to ditch me. I would still believe in My God and still do alot of things i do now, just how a girl would do them. Though i wouldnt be a pretty princess kind of girl, I would still try to look pretty enough to grab a guys attention. I would never let a guy cheat on me without getting smacked really hard. I cant get to vulgar here. I would do my best to stay fit which would come through sports, not ever allowing myself to get over weight. I would be at the mall most saturdays and buy and shop alot more than i do now. My hobbies would change up some.I would try my best to be as popular as i can and never let nobody bring me down. When someone would try i would completely tell them off. I feel like i would own more cats than dogs for some strange reason. Cats seem more feminine to me than dogs for the most part. My music i would listen to would have to be J.B. or maybe a little One Direction. My shoes would still stay Jordans and i would wear mainly shorts and a tee shirt. And if a guy askedme to prom, i would go

What if i had rabies? I would foam at the mouth, and i would isolate myself from the world. I would be tempted to bite people to give them rabies. So i would honestly first check in with the doctor and see if he hasd any cure for the rabies. I would try my best to live and see my friends and family for as long as i can before i met death. After i found out i had rabies i would eat as much junk food as possible so that i can end my life with a full feeling. I would in all seriousness pray to God, that either A, he healed me, or B, when i die he takes my soul with him to his kingdom. I know there are for a fact, no rabies up in heaven. I would bring a bag with me wherever i went so that the foam doesnt get all over other people. I would find whoever game me the rabies and destroy them.


Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Fear is such a weak emotion. Though we all experience it in our lives. I in all honestly believe that we can control the amount of fear we face in our lives. To conquer our fears we must face them up front. Fear can be categorized into different types. One for example, is a fear of a certain item or thing thats physical. Another is a fear within your mental self. Like being able to speak in front of a class, or just talking to someone about a certain problem you have. A really good way i feel we can manage our fears is to talk to others about what we fear. Maybe they have once feared what you have feared and may have insight on how to rid this certain fear. One fear i believe alot of us have is speaking out when your are told to believe something else. Sometimes its hard to go against majority but it must be done in order to keep balance between good and bad. The ultimate fear i believe we all share is death. Thats the fear that when we experience anything close to it our body physically faces the fear by producing adrenaline. Its your bodies way of trying to prevent severe harm. Fear can be good if used in the right context. Fear can push us to be great or to be terrified to the point it only worsens us. Sometimes we deal with fear the wrong way. We put it off and dont speak about it, or we try to run away from it till it starts to catch up with you again. Though fear is thought of as a bad emotion for thwe most part, it can have its moments. Fear must be dealt with when its in a negative sight.

                                               The ultimate fear i believe we all share is death.

Death is something we must all face. We can learn to deal with those who have past on, but how do we learn to deal with our death one day? Besides an increase in technology i believe that we will never really be able to conquer death. In other words be immortal. With my beliefs in God i believe that its all natural for us to pass away. Its completely unatural to conquer death. I believe we werent put here to survive. If we were, there wouldnt be death in the first place. As sad as it is all good things must come to an end. We may have our pleasuse now while we are here, but what about after death? This is a question alot of people have to face before they pass on, what happens to me, Where does my soul or mind travel? All my life ive been taught that we will all be judged by God when we die. He is the one who will allow us to ascend to heaven or to hell. I am also a very strong believer in that we dont have to earn our way into heaven. That to enter God's kingdom we must only ask forgiveness for our sins and try our best to live our lives in the reflection of how Jesus lived his life. God knows we are not perfect, thats why he gave us his one and only son Jesus, to die on the cross for our wrongs, so we can one day live in the kingdom of God. So basically what im saying is, I really belive with 100% of my heart that we can really conquer death. Not physically, but spiritually. Death should be a fear in a certain sense, but to worry about it is to take away the happiness of life.

                                                      Where does my soul or mind travel?

The soul travels many ploaces throughout a persons lifetime. It experiences pain at a high level as well as joy. With our decisions being led by the soul or mind, we determine how much of either we experience. It comes down to how optimistic you are about things and eventsd in your life as well as how negative. I have always tried my best to be positive and optimistic even when i am expirencing pain. Pain needs to be though as of temporary and it will pass. Unlike being optimistic\, we want positive thoughts and events in our life to stay. As sick as it sounds there are some people who vwant the pain and darkness to stay in thier lives. Growing up my parents always tried to get me to think on the brightside when i was going through a struggle or hard time. This concept has changed me to the person i am today. When darkness tempts me or tries to get me to lay down, i fight back with laughter and trying to make others laugh. This brings a positive and happy thought to me to make others happy. Could you imagine a world where everyone was with that set of mind.This would be one great place. This world has its ups and downs. Its how we deal with them that sets us apart and reflects who we really are. As long as i live the roots of my hapiness always starts with Jesus. Hes my reason to live. Without him i feel like i would be living without reason or purpose. I would just be another human being on planet earth. When it all comes down to it, I believe we were all made with purpose, no one person is made for nothing.


 

Monday, January 27, 2014

The one topic i found really interesting you put on your territories list was church. I am also a believer and witness of Jesus Christ and the holy trinity. I have been brought up a baptist christian. I honestly havent been to church in awhile.though i really feel i need to go back again soon. God has helped me amnd got me through a lot in my life. Im really interested in reading your thoughts on him. My strongest belief is that we can do anything through Christ who strengthens me. Ive always wanted to do something for God. Like write music or make songs representing him. Even though life is hard being a christian we still have to be positive and keep a smile on our face for as long as we can through the good times and the bad. I would likke to ask you sometime what church you go to. What are your exact beliefs?

Tornado

When i was a child, i got to witness a storm that scared the tar out of me. I was at my grandmothers house watching some tv show when all of the sudden i heard a huge wave of sirens echoeing down the street. The house i was in had no basement or any sort of protection. The tornado was on its way. Luckily my grandmother had a nieghbor who had been friends with for long time who had a basement in thier house. We decided to make our way over thier. When we got thier it was a terrifying moment for me. My uncle decided to look out the window and he said he could see trees and roof top shingles flying all through the air. This had probably been the absolute worst storm i had ever witnessed. Eventually the storm would pass. As everyone made thier way outside, we noticed cars flipped, trees that had thier roots pulled from the ground, and house pieces along with roof shingles everywhere. Thje feeling of relief began to come over me when i realised the fact that nobody was hurt and that our vehicle was still in the same spot and hadnt been touched. Storms are pretty sketchy events to deal with. When it comes down to it you must realize what to place in importance when surviving a tornado storm. First priority is everyone's life, second is your things. Never risk yourself in a storm for your items. You must think, survival first.


Whenever we coud finally watch the tv, we saw the tornado had massive deastruction.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Reflection Post

Taking this Human Jung Typology test, I have learned some very interesting things that i agreed and sorta disagreed with. My test results showed me as an ESTJ. The test also showed that i was one percent extrovert, one percent thinking, one percent judging, and twelve percent sensing. I agree with all the results except the result of being one percent extrovert. I have always seen myself as being more introverted. Knowing that I am twelve percent sensing will help me in college. I know from reading the details that i am big on thriving on order and continuity.Also that ESTJ types believe that prestige and power should be worked for and earned. Along with ESTJs placing importance on good service. I totally see this!!! This is a big trait that i believe will help with my college writing. The test is actually a really cool idea. I agree with some of the results so i think it did a good job on knowing my traits and results. Knowing all this will totally assist me in my college career.

Friday, January 24, 2014

Linken Log

A linken log is the joy of a lot of children. Growing up i played with them as well as a bunch of other children did. How can some little piece of wood cause so much joy and help grow a childs imagination? I was always limited to what i could build when playing as a young child because the amount of linken logs i had were very small. My favorite thing to build with linken logs was always houses. I used to get my GI Joe and put it in the house pretending that it was his house. When all was said amd done i would always get so much joy knocking down the house i would spend a total of ten minuets making. I sometimes wonder who came up with such a simple, yet brilliant idea of a toy. I have always been more of a legos fan but hey, linkn logs were easier to access in my house. I always remember loving the smell of the linken logs. As wierd as a little kid i was i would always smell them. The only annoying thing i could remember about playuing with linken logs was sometimes i couldnt find the right piece to lay across amother bigger or sdmaller piece. Sometimes we need to go back to our childhoood and realize how the simple things always held our attention. Just to think thast the famous linken log was just a little chunk of wood makes me laugh. I wish we could have a class period one day designated to building something and being able to show that something off. My mind is trying to find things to write on about this simple piece of wood but it is getting difficult. i hope that one day me and linken logs will cross paths again so i could enjoy them for one last time.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014